So, I really haven't been updating this blog. The wonderful blog I got for Christmas.
That's because less then two weeks after that, the person I was writing the previous post about shattered my heart into dust, and I haven't wanted to do anything, never mind post.
Today, I just feel like sharing. This is how I feel about the Ex today. I would like to belt this song out in his face if he dares to show up at Keycon......if I can make it there in the face of adversity and crippling depression and terror of having him in my face all weekend.....he's hurt me enough....he doesn't have to grind the pieces of my shattered soul into powder with a mortar and pestle. And yet, that's what he seems intent on doing....
That's because less then two weeks after that, the person I was writing the previous post about shattered my heart into dust, and I haven't wanted to do anything, never mind post.
Today, I just feel like sharing. This is how I feel about the Ex today. I would like to belt this song out in his face if he dares to show up at Keycon......if I can make it there in the face of adversity and crippling depression and terror of having him in my face all weekend.....he's hurt me enough....he doesn't have to grind the pieces of my shattered soul into powder with a mortar and pestle. And yet, that's what he seems intent on doing....
The Kill, by 30 Seconds to Mars
What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your faceWhat would you do?What if I fell to the floorCouldn't take all this anymoreWhat would you do, do, do?Kill
Break me downBury me, bury meI am finished with youWhat if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my lifeWhat would you do?You say you wanted moreWhat are you waiting forI'm not running from youKill
Break me downBury me, bury meI am finished with youLook in my eyesYou're killing me, killing meAll I wanted was youI tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to changeI know now, this is who I really am insideFinally found myselfFighting for a chanceI know now, this is who I really amKill
Break me downBury me, bury meI am finished with you, you, youLook in my eyesYou're killing me, killing meAll I wanted was youCome, break me downBreak me downBreak me downWhat if I wanted to break...?
That's it folks. That's all I got today.
Posted by Arieanna at 2:51 PM
